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Goodbye January, Hello February =)

As the month closes, I look back on what I wrote on December 31, 2011 on my monthly goal in my planner. I achieved most of the things I said I would do and I’m happy with my results. Life is so good.

Faith

“Faith is the head chemist of the mind. When Faith is blended with the vibration of thought, the subconscious mind instantly picks up the vibration, translates it into its spiritual equivalent, and transmits it to Infinite Intelligence, as in the case of prayer”.- Napolean Hill.

New Year Resolutions

1.) Graduate in May :)

2.) Be more active in my business and stay on top of it, also, keep a positive outlook to every situation I come by. Help my team grow personally and mentally.

3.) Help others achieve what they want in life whether its a short term goal or long term. 

4.)Help out my parents more with their situation and start helping them on their retirement plan.

5.) Accomplish all my goals and more, no exceptions.

6.) Excercise at least 3-4 times a week.

7.) Eat Healtheir!

8.) sustain great relationships in my life and keep others that I will come by who are great.

9.) Commit to personal development every day, read more books, and act upon everything you’ve learned.

10.) Set small and larger goals and work backwords from it.

11.) Give sincere appreciation to everyone around you and let go of all the negativity that will stop you from your dreams.

12.) Never lose Integrity, and if I do, remind yourself on whats your purpose in life

13.) Start going to church, i actually never gave it a chance, and find a church buddy.

14.) Love more, live more and laugh more.

15.) Always stay closer to my family, no matter what. Have more patience with the eldery. Family comes first.

16.) lose 10 lbs!

17.) Save money! no matter how modest your paycheck is!

“You need a lot of passion for what you’re doing because its so hard. Without passion, any rational person would give up. 
So if youre not having fun doing it, if you dont absolutely love it, youre going to give up.
And thats what happens to most people, actually.
If you look at the ones that ended up being successful in the eyes of society, often times its the ones who love what they do, so they could persevere when it got really tough.
And the ones that didnt love it, quit. Because theyre sane, right? 
Who would put up with this stuff if you dont love it?
So its a lot of hard work and its a lot of worrying constantly.
If you dont love it, youre going to fail”. -Steve Jobs

I havent blogged in so long but for the past 2 hours, I’ve been looking at Keurig coffee machines, I’m seriously coming close to giving in to this guilty pleasure and purchasing one of these babies. I want the minature one that makes 1-2 cups at a time but its so expensive. Gahhh, i want one so bad. Is it really worth it to buy a coffee machine for 99.00?! Ahhh, its seriously killing me because I just saw all the flavors (k-cups) they have :( and plus i did the math and  the k-cups averages 60 cents per cup, thats worth it right? I mean in the long run it is. I wish i was rich. :( Im sure all you coffee lovers can relate to me on this one? lol. I waaaaaaaaaant one soooooo baaaaaad.

Anyways, I miss my friends! Aka, Christine Solano, Elianna Yanger, Jenn Phommachak and everyone else  …maybe its because I hate school right now and im always so tired. Im happy I got the new internship and it fits perfectly into my schedule but im so exhausted by the time its 8pm. 

I just want that coffee machine! maybe ill purchase it online at target later since its free shipping over $50. Speaking of online shopping, it has become such a daily past time/habit of mine that is bad, i just spent $50 on urban decay for the nyc palette and $20 on BB cream. oh well, i haven’t been shopping for anything else, plus i’ve been buying my own groceries instead of eating out. :)

One of those hilarious moments at my intern..

David: What are you guys working on?

Ragjav: we’re making 2 blogs for marketing

David: I see, *looks at tumblr Hmm, tooom-blaire? what is a toooom-blaire?

Me: David, you mean tum-blur?

David: Oh, is that how you say it?

Ragjav: what the hell is a toooom-blaire?

everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I haven’t been shopping in so long….. I hope i get this job. *crosses fingers

online shopping, you will be the death of me :(

Day 2: Your crush

To My Dearest Ryan Gosling,

Is it weird that I even feel the chemistry between us through the magazine pictures, movies, and other on screen actions? People may call me crazy, but i call it love. I remember the first time I saw your fine/handsome/extremely charming self on television when you played a member of the Mickey Mouse club and boy, were you the cutest one. Some may find it creepy that I envision us together in Hawaii with our cute mixed babies running around the beach, but I call it my fate-in-progress. I firmly believe you should be my husband and we will have two kids with the names of our boy, Cameran and our baby girl, Vanessa. Theres just something about you that every time I see you and hear your voice, I feel deeply intrigued, and not to mention, stimulated. I hope we can get together soon and get this little rendevous started already.

love,

Sandra Gosling

Fatass

I made these delicious homemade small individual coffee cakes and I had about 2 everyday for the past 3 days, its no wonder why I cant fit into my jeans, boooo. Oh and my sister just bought some melon popsicles from the korean market, soooooo good.

I’ve always seen this quote around and i’ve always loved it =)

“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back”.